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So 2010 is approaching n I have no new year resolutions this time since those for 2009 are not fulfilled yet. I’m pretty sure everybody’s gonna go celeb the new year today n do some countdown. Me? Gonna be counting down at home aft meeting mitch. Yup no partying this time thou 2009 celeb was pretty fun. Ha. What to do? We’re all broke this time round. Haha..

Alrighty I gotta go get ready now. Ciao people n have the best of the last day of 2009!

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HAPPY

GUYS!

yup! that’s what I do when I’m stuck at home on new year’s eve. PHOTOBOOTH! haha

To You:

if you love somebody, set them free.
if they come back to you, set them on fire.

Die Assholes Die!

Mom told me abt what my dad’s friend did online like searching for me on facebook for their gossip sessions. mother fuckers. yes im utterly disappointed with my dad for confirming details with his friend. then again, i dont really blame my dad since we have communication probs since the day i could talk. but i am still pissed of with him for doing that i mean, if you really wanna know stuff, ask (but not overreact or over ask since thats wats always happens that pisses me off too). U (dad) always talk abt respect so where’s the respect this time. Y do u give your friend information abt me so that he could search things about me online? Virtual land is usually where i run to for releasing my emotions since im usually not allowed to release any especially in front of you n now u and your friends wanna take that away from me too.

and this part is to his friend:
if by luck or any pervertic talent of yours and you managed to find this blog, all i have to say to u is FUCK OFF. seriously just fuck off. who u think u are to come check on me, gossip shits abt me?! what have i done to you? i dont even knw who the fuck are u other than your name’s peter. i bet u would say the internet is a free place so anything i post online u can see it. yar im fine with u looking but IM DEFINITELY NOT FINE WITH THE WAY U DID STUFFS. like purposely spying on me and then gossip?! i dont usually allow myself to be bothered by gossips (abt me) but when it comes from you to my dad, THAT REALLY BOTHERS ME. my relationship with dad is bad enough, i dont need you to come help make it worst. here i am trying to fix things between me n my dad n there u are making things worst for me, n worst for my mom. n this world, do not need another asshole like u.

Merry Christmas Not

Merry christmas everyone.

Today really doesnt feel like christmas at all (for me). Its been spend in an awfully quiet manner and its my first uneventful christmas. Parents are at the hospital visiting grandpa (since they only allow 2 visitor at a time), and everyone else are either partying with friends or their family. I really dont like how christmas is being spent for me this year. =(

on a brighter note, xmas eve and the day before xmas was pretty well spent. met the girls n mitch, clubbed, dinner, crabs, and chipmunks vs chipettes. ha. pictures are on fb. not in the mood of loading any pics here now. guess all i can look fwd to now is sunday. gonna meet the class for a xmas dinner and they said they’re gonna celeb an extremely belated birthday for me. wonder what they’re up to this time. ha.

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guys, please be careful with your frozen turkey. DO NOT drop it on any living things with bones (yes and thats including yourself, duh.) or else you’ll might end up something like this…

yup! your bones might break. happy bonelidays!

This Christmas…

all i wish for is for grandpa’s health to get better. it really pains me to see him this way.

Checked Out

hey guys, im back from the streets of thailand for 2 days now. i dont like the side effects of thai (rashes on my skin) but i do love the food and shopping there. everything is soooooo cheap and by our 3rd day in thailand, mom and i were almost broke from all the shopping. its funny how we act bought so much stuffs but we’re struggling with gifts. we only realised there arent enough snacks, and gifts to go ard. weird huh. ha. the 1 thing i miss the most from thai, smiling uncle’s orange juice. there’s this juice stall near our hotel that i frequent the most. the owner of the stall is this uncle who smiles and seem to be so happy every single day (thus, i named him the smiling uncle). his orange juice are freshly squeezed everyday, few times a day so everything basically stays really fresh. his orange juice is sweet compared to others and im very sure he didnt add sugar or any of that sort. its seriously pure orange juice. love it. if only he could export some to me. haha… im tooo lazy to post more pictures here so check fb out. it’ll all be posted there.

and tmr. i cant wait for tmr!!! cos lil fellow is coming home to me!!!! i miss her so much. aft tt, it’ll be a meet up with the girls and mitch. mom’s gonna come club with us too. heh.

krup

Hey people i’m at the airport waiting for boarding and i have only approx 2 and a half mins of internet usage left here since airport is being nice and stingy at the same time. hahaha… thailand is patiently waiting for me but honestly, im not that excited at all. i dont knw why but i think ive kinda lost the mojo for travelling? or maybe thai just doesnt sound exciting enough since ive already been there before. but its ok. just wanna get outta this country. ha. ok.  i gotta go board my plane now. ciao people.

Testing Testing 123

After long 5 painstaking, ass cramping hours, i finally got my hands on…

iphone!!! =)) and so did diane. lucky her. hahaha.. we both got the white 16gb cos 32gb is sold out and mitchy dear says to buy me 16gb so i got 16gb. thank god it wasnt 32gb tt he wanna get me else, i’ll be soooooo bumped. love how my ical works now man. awesome shit and mommy is crazy. she tells me to check in online (for the flight back) when we’re in thai on my phone. gosh. its gonna be so ex but mommy dont wanna be in a separate seat from me so she said she rather spend the money. haha… i wanna load those language learning apps in too. i wanna try speaking thai from the app when im in thai i think it’ll be funny. ha.

anyhoo.. THANKS MITCHY!!! lovessssss.. and thanks to godma for the casing and protector, n i think she’s gonna get me apple care too (tts wat she said). oh and u wont believe this. apple care is actually SOLD OUT. wat rubbish is tt man.

the geek in me

i can totally see me moving to london for 6 weeks of uni there and the rest of the year in singapore for a BA coming closer if i maintain the results that ive gotten now. Only As and Bs are my key to getting another step closer to uni man. I must fucking do it. need to. and mommy made me want to get more As even more cos she has placed a trip back to the states for me if i get more As. i really wanna be in london studying and holidaying in states. tee hee hee… i am seriously happy studying and looking forward to more studying for the first time.

anyways, i think my stomach’s screwed up again. cant eat as much as i do like last time else i’ll feel bloated then feel sick. so i have to like have tiny meals here and there since when i eat little, i’ll feel hungry later. people say having small meals is healthy so maybe you’ll see me dropping couple of pounds soon? ha.

as i lay here and pray

grandpa’s back in hospital. they admitted him into a&e this afternoon and he’s still at the a&e. and im wondering wats taking the doctors so long to even put him in a ward. i pray tt his condition isnt so serious like wat mom think it might be; a second but mild stroke. i dont wanna lose my grandpa and i dont wanna lose my thai trip either. really wish i can go on a holiday with u again, play cards and joke around like crazy again. i miss u checking up on me to make sure everything in my life is going fine. i miss having u to back me up when im in any trouble. i miss u driving me home from school, and bringing me out of lunch. so please get well soon grandpa.

i’ve been wanting to get a tatt as a tribute to my grandparents after deciding for so long on what it shud be, i pretty much got an idea of what i want to represent them now. gotta save up cash, and get the sketch done.